without MAYBELLINE.

Don't you think this is cute? See up there and say yes. I'll be glad, teeeeeee HEE.
I seldom post pictures liddat. Since its the right mood today so... a few lah
Today's the 3rd day for my SBU. Have not fully recover,gimme some energy guys =)

Facebook is real amazing. I'll share it someday if things work okay !
Not much to do or to share these days. As for me,I want zero fats and im working hard on it. I want to be skinny so let's forget bout the boobs haha

Im going to malacca on christmas day. Thanks daddy for being the organiser and mommy be the advertiser, lol. We didn't travel 5 together for a quite long period time... So,let's do it in this holiday and PLEASE CHEER UP YIXIN. Don't show them your bak bin. You have friends and cousins around you...... Can something good happens to me?

Things that i pantang the most happened... and ruined EVERYTHING. I keep asking myself,why must it before christmas? This should be a perfect day for me. I don't have a chance to choose. Thank you,im not the most unlucky one yet. Someones faced something more?????? IDK HOW TO TELL! You're too strong. only b* will do this.

Okay and... i got my lesson. shame shame*

Its hurt.

I have mood to blog now so.. here it goes.
my big head is still in a mess and idk what to begin first :/

Hmm first of all... im sad but at the same time i should cheer a lil for myself.
Don't ask me why. Cus i just want to do something for myself after all this...i-don't-know-how-to-describe-in-words.
Another thing is,hopefully i will begin a better life. No more silly mistakes and regrets.i told myself.
Its time to spend more of quality time with the important one and of course,in the right things.

For about 2months time and its enough.
im gonna move on instead of keep looking back,so all the best lah!
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So readers,do you get what i mean up there?Guess you don't.
I remained single right after yesterday morning.
Maybe this is the best choice ever ???hope so cus i cried like a crab yesterday.
Thanked someone so much for being my bin,this is not a good thing though.
Well life's keep going on and i must make my steps forward too. Just let me be emo for a few days.

And...
i wanted to keep my promise badly. But what i can say is sometimes things just go wrong. Agree?

脑残*

一天了，感觉上我的灵魂并没有一直和我同在。
很慌神阿，带路也带到荷兰去，哈哈对不起。 我是个不称职的导游
恍恍惚惚的也过了一天
谢谢你今天和我说话，不多， 就谢谢你。好想念以前的日子啊，简单快乐！
信我啦，当朋友好过当情人。没有错的···
刚刚独自一个人坐在星巴克。点了一杯热可可，整个人瘫坐在椅子上发了近四十五分钟的呆
这样反省自己也没有不好···
脑袋是空的，只有满满的 我很不开心，我好想哭··· 词穷了*
心里有数了。 可是我要对自己说过的话负责所以我还不能放弃，

除非··· 除非除非

吼，我遇到知音了!还蛮开心地说···
我十四岁认识她了啦。那时我们不同班，照理说也称不上熟。
就有一次做英文project和她同一组就认识了咯哈哈 之后···！·#￥%……—*（）——+ 有一次和班上同学闹翻了，还是去classtrip的时候。-.-
全部人都不要和我好只有她主动和我示好 好像是我去找人家的哈哈我也忘了
之后之后··· 没什么下文了。 直到今天，我们才真正的聊了起来感情出现问题了阿
女孩，没关系的 :)
十七岁的花样年华，遇到的是十之八九是一样的
只是没想到，太像了 哇塞! ><
事情既然遇上了就学着去解决。路上有我有你不会孤单的 。
说得好像做错事的小孩一样··· o.O

I am not GAGA.

Woops! What's wrong with my hair? GAGA'S style? Hell no.

It's for a modeling job offered by ESSENTIAL HAIR PENANG. Okay la,as for the pictures i posted up in my facebook last night was just a few randomly pictures i took before i removed my super awesome make-ups.
and thats why my hair keep on short liao lagi short. ok?

I look exactly like a korean freak right now. Unfortunately i am not.
Well for this da-lang head, its a bit weird if i do not apply any make ups on due to the three-layers hair colour... just like people in the anime,lol
so imma going to darken it today. Either brown or black, choose one :)

我很享受昨晚的拍摄。
我什么post都不会，老师就拿着ipad斜放在地上，我就一边看一边摆一边拍，也不知道旁边的人看了会不会觉得很好笑因为我也不是很清楚我变成什么了 哈哈哈

想看照片吗？我也很想看 :/
老师说我不适合笑，嘴唇微微上扬就够了。
所以昨天都没有笑，苦着一张脸哈哈笑死人

给我comments啦

SELF-DOUBT.

It's time for a short update here!
no pictures because i am still in shock wtf what have i done :/
I keep on shop and shop and shop. Seriously i spent a lot. Blame those MEGA SALES lah. My wallet bleeeed badly.

Shop till drop .
Yea. I am dropping, thank god.
i think i need,or is a must lah marry to a billionaire, or else i will suffer. I am a realistic girl oh-yes-i-do, Tee-Heeeeeeeeeeee! Don't blame me for saying like this,just a small joke though i meant it...a lil bit lah haha. Top-form ah today :)

A lil bit serious question.Err... my religious.
I want a more meaningful life and i think a religion will change a lot. At least like there is still someone or things to be with me when i face something bad. Well,since i like to say "thankgod" so much, i'll be a christian then hahaha.
Though i said myself is a buddhist but i don't really follow my mom to go for pray or bla-bla-bla lor. By force eh got lah, or else i don't really like it. Sorry mom.
A free-thinker? Eeew, idw. ALAH, maybe i am just saying. I don't know when my mind will change AGAIN.

This is true.
I got inspired by a video, a talk-show that i saw in one of a blogger's page. That's the reason why i crapped a lot up there. God saved her, SAMMI CHENG. I might post it up here someday, cus it is getting late now*
I think most of you knew her story right? It was amazing. How come things can happen in such way? I am so curious and i want to discover it. The important one is, i feel peace there.

♥, Miss him like hell.

Not emo!

The cruel boyfriend abandoned his girlfriend.

Yea. I just finished my lonely dinner.
So what,ok fine. You're busy,busy,busy,very busy.....
Sorry for not being such a considerable person.
It was the 3rd day, Holy shitz.

Fine,let's not talk about this. Enjoy life!
Guess what! I went for a photo-shooting today, Tee Heeee!
It was so fun and i am so excited,haha!
Hmm,I am so not good at smiling.. Please don't ask me to do a pleas-give-me-a-smile pose. Its weird and fake and i'll bet you will have the same opinion as mine, evil sighs* Pictures leh? Not yet here.

No one really understands anyone.
I want to be myself and that's it.

Enough for today. Imma packing up my stuff and GOODBYE.

Month of Dec.

This should be a post yesterday.

Its 1st of Dec for yr2010. So...Here come the ends of the year. Finally.
Oh yes i want yr2011 to come faster and everything is new and fresh again. Cool!
but he is leaving next year,aiyoyo again...
Anyways i am still looking so forward to it cus it looks like something really really good or awesome might happen. Who knows ;)
I've got lots and lots of plans for myself, teehee and stay tunned

Kayy.I met something terrible this morning...something we called An accident. Phew... the car damaged a lil bit(just a lil meh yes i think so..) in the right side and ho-ly-ka-chai nobody injured.
Lucky huh? Yes we are.
Then after a few hours waiting for the foreman to fix the car,3hrs++ liddat, we headed back to penang in a-not-over 80km/hr speed due to the tyre problem. Ahem,pls don't drive in a speed like this some more in highway cus you can easily fall asleep,trust me. Lucky you got me haha♥!


I am always happy with you by my side teehee ;) This is still counted as an awesome trip with both of you!
I feel secure cus you are tall like a tree,big as a bear,brave like err..hercules? and handsome like johnny depp? Wakaka!
Thanks for everything and thank god as well(for 1/12/10) :)

Oh one more thing. I cut my hair into a short one!
Cant even tie up a pony tail pun... Alah,I don't really miss my long hair(long meh?) lah,cus its oredi damaged -.-
Err,idk how to style my hair STILL anyway and pictures with short hair like this is really dull and..aiya ><
Comment me?
I've seen many short hair tutorials,shoart hair styling videos,short hair bla bla bla and BLA and i discovered nothing. Vivi,S-Cawaii or popteen? Those are too complicated, zz.

Pictures will be upload soon. Tomorrow i guess..

Thanks LookSzeHui,appreciate it much♥.