Lover. Friends.

Hello everyone! My apologies for the late updates. So do any of you know...
HOW AM I DOING RECENTLY?
what a weird question ? just try to be humorous a little bit..kikix

F I N A L L Y,
The class song competition was well done yesterday. Every of us had joy. That should be a memorable night for all the seniors. Its not anything about winner or loser but its about friendship. Lose the competition but never lose a friendship. This could be a slogan of the annual class song event for my school i guess. Can see this happens like every year. This even happens on me this year.. My class wasn't the champion at last but the other class, F5B. Their song title was 'Friends 4ever' if i was not mistaken. I somehow love their lyrics,simple yet touching. Their lyrics is mentioning on how will it be after all of us had graduate. Will friendship still there? I love it,yes. Plus,they performed it in a relaxing way unlike others.. too complicated ain't a good choice. We seniors will not have chance to perform again so good luck to all the juniors.

Talk something back about myself.I owe my teacher an apology.. guess so? no? yes?
Im confused. I don't like to see her not-smiling face when she has to handle my problem.I messed up with some other classmates.Yea.Some quarrels and arguments. Well and,im tough.
Always think of myself is a super hero or something. Like can save the whole world with only my strength? OH HEY, YOU'RE TOO TINY FOR THIS!
Yes.I realized. Like finally.I have too much confidence of myself.I like last minute job.I like to finish all the things MYSELF.I don't need help.What else?
I AM SORRY. Didn't mean to show-off but just trying to help as much as i could..
But ended up was i took too much job away and i hardly could finish it. Finishing all those jobs alone is like impossible. And thank you teacher for giving me advise and so much concerns. Thanks for bearing me so much. I will try to be friendly and polite again =)
Some girls in my class even show me a wide smiling face instead of a oh-yuck-pls-go-away-look since im not that friendly and kind to them. I am bad =(
Thanks for still loving me and treat me so kind. Heeeheeeeheee just too lucky i am!

LOVER ?
Don't be curious as i mentioned this word. It has been so so long,yes,so long i mean i never touched this topic. I want to be in love again. But, it seems so hard..
As some of my close friends know, i met a cutebody. Geeeeeee, it was so happening since last month plus. Unfortunately, yes i say unfortunately we have so much different life style. He likes sport and im not.This is a big problem for me. Its impossible for me to spend all my time to go for all the outdoor activities isn't it? I hate sweating babe ='(
Nobody is blaming or pushing me hard. Its me me me myself. Can be so emo when he shows me a bitter-gourd face. So no cute! And yes. I would rather spent most of my time hanging with my friends. Not dare to step in to a relationship yet. I hate to reject him just like i hate to reject my friends. They are both my everything. So helpless yet tiring. I didn't forget the lessons..friends are too important. Ahhh! Totally out of idea. How am i going to set this up?

p/s the blogger.com is still having problem with me! sorry for no picture displayed ='(